back from beyond

Im a slave, i have an Owner and have no wish to acquire another one thankyou very much, im a masochist and enjoy most forms of bdsm and no matter how much i may protest that i dont like something the dribbling between my legs usually tells a different story.

This blog is purely to record moments not all of them but basically when i feel like it.

At the moment im fixated with being tortured, by this i mean being tormented and helpless to do anything about it and the many various forms this can take. I should point out that i get aroused from what he does to me but dont always enjoy it....yet i enjoy having to endure what i dislike..yeah ok it dont make sense..i cant figure myself out either.

Anyway im not a big fan of nipple abuse but when i think of being tortured thats what appeals, being in bondage and having my nipples/tits tortured....clamped, weighted, needles, whipped, cropped and skewered. Now i know i wont like it in fact im 98% confident that i will end up begging him not to before he has barely started (i guess thats when gags come in handy) but what can i say i get off on not having a choice, i want to be pushed past my comfort zone even if i dont think so at the the time. OOh and not forgetting the orgasms i usually get at the end and sometimes during make it worthwhile and i am lucky that generally he does allow me to cum and to finish things off perfectly a good hard ass fucking...there im not hard to please.